so adorable!

fk up mood tis day,
cold war hasnt ended for mi n mum. fk. has beeen analising wether i m in the wrong.
feeling sux to the max.

lets divert the attention to other interesting topics(:
on Fri, went for national day celebration n also x-country in the afternoon.
celebration was high, super different den the years in the past.
mainly is the 4ns, made it so high!
wei ren, nais n co went up the hall wif their co n up to sing song!
was damm funni. add in frankli n co who brought along their singapore national flag n was waving the flag wen the song were been played! super hilarious!

after celebration, train home but nvr bought lunch to eat.
tought mum wuld be kind enough to cook for mi if i were to told her.
n in d end, i got ffa by her. fk up><
cant she jus cook for mi jiu settle?
at the most i return u the money for lunch luh.
damm. feelin so fk up, i went out n settle my own lunch.

had lunch n went home slept for 50mins den wake up n change off to meet the guys at je.
x-country reali kept us quite long s the upper sec nid to wait lyk o wth.
mind issue mi tht i shuld run tis time round,
s tis opportunity doesn come twice. ones in a year.
so i made up my mind to run n probably get in to top 50.

result: made it finally into top 50(:
probably rankin shuld be around 35-40.
n i can conclude from tis experience is tht u mus nvr chiong/panic at frst.
altough ppl hiong go frst, u shuld jus keep up at ur own pace n overtake slowly along the way!
i learnt tis great theory n i decided to experiment it tis time round! works(:
recall back the years wen i try to chiong frst, n in d end die along the way.

tings tht surprise mi along the race was tht,
it wasnt my leg whom hurts, i mean not becoz of latic acid.
n in fact is my stomach who feel hurts!
i tink is becoz before 2-3 hours before i had lunch den it haven been digested.
tht y i m feelin pain! lols luh.
despit tht, i told myself nvr to stop, if i were to stop, i hav wasted everyting.

persevere n hang on. route wasnt reali defined to mi how long it was, n i culdn estimate how long more i shuld go till i saw the finishin line.
tht moment was scary, n i culd onli pray. becoz i m afraid i culdn last animore.
shall target next year to get into top 20 if possible.
seriously will cry/regret if tis time round nvr run!