Had another day at sch,
jus back home..
currently feelin veri veri depressed wif my individual subjects.
i mean the weaker ones such s Eng,Maths n Mother tongue..
i nvr expect all my subjects deterioriate lyk o wtf.
way big big gap..
hence, todae i hav toughts tings over tht i wan to do sumting about it..
especially my maths n partally english..

discuss tings over wif mum,
on hiring a home tutor.
reali dread the idea of havin tutor s if i noe if i hav been doin well in my subjects,
dere no nid for a tutor>< haissh.
but kept tinkin life cant goes on lyk tht..
even tough i m not failin ani subjects,
but i noe tis comin mid year will show sum results alrdy..
haissh.. dad has been tellin mi tht,
if i nid a tutor, he will get 1 for mi..

Gonna strt buckin up, makin positive changes into my life..
becoz my end point is O-lvl next year..
to graduate n get into Tourism N Industry 10 points
..
tht my aim.. hence,
i cannot fail or do badly. culdn afford to since i no n-lvl also!
Gonna limit my daily surfin time to about n hour and into studies n oso sleep time from now on..
I mus made sum changes into my current life,
or i tink i will face the consequences badly.
been tinkin all along tht,
since sum of my friens lyk john lim also not doin well for maths,
is alrite for mi, s i still hav sum1 also in same situation s mi..
but tought over about it,
he is also not related to mi! at the end of Os,
evey1 is goin to graduate n goin on to deir next part of life..

so if he doesn score well, he sufferin in his later job..
i shuldn follow.. haissh. reali headache wen u do the past year papers n u dunno how do.
gettin brother to coach mi for the time being bah.
till here..