cca is totally shit..
wif d shit type of person in takin care of everyting..
i had enough of disappoint le..
i m feelin veri veri de..
wen it all happens wen jing wee the biggest rank in our cca told mi tht i was not in d parade le becoz i nvr come for d last meeting on tues..
do u tink i reali dunwanna come?
i try to practise n gave in my time for d past practise/rehersal,
n suddenly u told mi i not in becoz i did not come for 1 of the meeting..
i noe u got a point tht i dunno how d tings going to be lyk..
but i m willingy to practise n adapt to it harder..
u get how i feel?
u jus care n say tht evryting will be messy if u change here n dere d ppl..
den now is onli lyk 2 days away from d big day..
den u say i not in..
wtf u wan?
i m reali sick out of it..
ever since d lanyard ting, i hav been keeping in my heart n nvr sya aniting out..
yes, u told mi do u noe how i felt, i agree i dunno wad the fkin idea u tinkin of,
n i noe tht u dun understand mi at all..
i m sick out of tis le..
hayati tht day also nvr come, but y she in?
becoz u nid a gal replacement den u put her in..
tht makes her lyk extra?
gal replacement summore..
den u told mi i wasnt in becoz i nvr stay back n watch..
den she got..
u didn even tell mi to stay n watch s if i nvr stay n watch, i cannot in parade..
u didn even tell mi, n i didn even consider it s a cca day tht day..
u dun bloddy get the fkin idea rght?
ever since d AL didn come back all maybe i shuld say all along,
u didn reali care of our feeling..
u jus lyk another waqiu..
i m reali sick n tired of tis..
i had tons of disappointment in my life tht i face le..
n u r adding a cca to mi..
i m veri tired n upset by all tis le..
i felt left out..
i had to even *beg* n ask don who is a replacement of mi to ask him giv mi back my slot pls..
wad is tis?
wen the main nid to beg d reserve for d slot..
tis is my last year le, n it means alot to mi..
u get how i feel?
i noe i dun undertsand u.. but i m fkin f out of all d idea u tell mi..
i had enough of tis.. >>>>>>><<<<<<<<<<