todae was a veri veri veri tired day..
my eyes can hardly open now..
all i wan to do now before closing my eyes,
was to update here again..
went up at 6.05am todae..
den bathe den wear full uni den go sch..
waited for all to come,
den fall in,
sec 3 help check deir uni,
den ug n co veri funni,
go ask trainer to check..
i mean all lar go ask mi check uni coz i trainer..
lol..
funni lar dem..
feel abit embarass lor..
den we were given d location tht we r suppose to do jobweek..
den i tink my patrol KINGFISHER gotten bukit gombak lor..
dots..
tht terrible doin bukit gombak..
den we decided to jus go to sembawang lor..
dunnwan to care d ex seniors liao..
coz doin at bukit gombak is lyk wtf lar..
wasting time doin dere nnia.
n also we alrdy hav our own planning le yesterday tht we r goin sembawang..
so we stick to d usual plan lor..
took mrt dere,
den christopher guai lan,
wan to solo,
den went off wif other patrol,
so we jus carry on lor without him..
he is rather veri ...
haiz..
den left (mi,jing wee)- Sec 3
(keith n d who lor)- sec 1
dots.. i foget 1 of d sec 1 name le..
jus happen to forget at d moment..
well turn out abit sian sian lar..
coz i took 1 sec 1 wif mi,
den jing wee took 1..
den we do even,
den jing wee dey all do odd..
den i dunno y,
i damm blur lar tis morning..
i say i do even liao,
den yet i go to their floor n do odd..
dots..
den in d end,
sumhow feel veri sorri wen dey realise tht..
coz i felt tht i dunwanna bluff dem becoz of tis..
dare to admit d mistake..
haiz..
sorri..
den life continues s doin d jobweek at sembawang durin d morning..
den also todae blur blur,
do before de unit,
tought haven do yet,
den go ask,
den d person tell us do liao,
den i damm malu lar..
dots..
i kept forgetting which side i came down n which unit i haven do yet lor..
haiz blur sotong..
den about lunch time,
i leave dem le..
i solo lor..
coz i do wif dem,
dey was lyk wtf lar..
so fast jiu ppl donate $10 at 1 short le..
summore to sec 1...
haiz..
den i turn out to be d lousiest among dem..
feeling d pressure le,
so decided to be selfish,
n solo lor..
turn out well..
i m earning d money!
den waited for dar de msg to go eat lor,
den she cancel..
haiz..
den went to makan lunch lor..
ate sumting simple..
ate ananas de nasi lemak which cost mi $2 nia..
cheap..
can also save money..
den i went to d nearby blk dere below eat myslef lor..
all alone n lonely..
haiz..
ppl was lyk staring at mi lar y i alone eating at plyground?
dots..
feel abit ps...
den after eating,
jiu jus continue chiong lor..
suppose wanna go back cck do de..
frederick block dere..
but he told mi tis morning he dere got scouts come le..
haiz,
so chang plan..
stick wif sembawang..
den was solo d blks,
haiz was earning money sumhow at d botoom floor..
den veri lonely n damm sian lar..
decided to add n call for company lor..
den in d end,
duck,ug,yu xun dey all came n pei mi lor..
den did not turn out tht well
it is not gd wen so many ppl come..
u cant do aniting..
haiz..
dunno if i shuld feel regret or wad lar?
den strted raining..
haiz..
den went back to yew tee wif yu xun durin 5 plus n do till 7...
den also sumting bad happen..
i lost my beret!
my scout de hat!
dots..
haiz..
i hate myself!
i m so stupid..
haiz..
is all becoz i act act,
den in d end,
retribution come le..
haiz..
coz suppose onli tose big rank den can put beret on d shoulder,
den i wanna act ccool lyk tose big rank,
den put,
den lost..
haiz..
i feel lyk cryin..
i mus hav drop it wen i was dashing through d rain for shelter!
i hate myself..
action de end is lyk tis..
haiz..
i feeell so so sad..
coz 1 beret cost lyk 20 plus dollar lar include badge..
dots..
i hate myself!!!
den went to d bigbig blk n do wif yu xun..
mainly i not dooin..
coz i was no much mood to do..
so in d end,
he earn quite alot..
haiz..
nvm..
mood was down..
haiz..
went home for dinner n ate kfc after tht..
den slack abit,
den watch ai jiu zai yi qi on channel u again..
veir touching on d next epsiode..
haiz..
love story...
d result for todae..
gotten more den $160..
shuld be 180 plus bah..
close to 200 le..
target 400...
minium 300..
haiz diff to do lor..
chiong tmr at yew tee again..
tis time i do myself..
veri tired now..
ending here..
i learnt my lesson le..
haiz