haiz.. todae is scout meeting again.. n is sat meeting.. which means d AL is in charge of d meeting... haiz so sian.. n also, my turn to do flagbarrier.. which means doomsday.. god?? i nvr do tht in front of so many ppl before lor.. haiz, so nervous.. i felt so scared.. coz sum tings/procedure forget how to do le.. so in d end, tio punishment.. haiz.. seriously i forget y d flag came down lor.. is it becoz i pull, den whole ting come down? haiz.. so sad.. sorri guys, make u all tio punishment too.. i now knew my mistake le.. sorri guys.. den also after flagbreak, was doin pioneering structure.. den dey wanna make d kitchen shed lor de house.. so was a big project.. felt lyk dey r building a real building lor.. nidda so many poles.. more den 40 of dem.. so we was dere busy carrying around.. dere no time to slack lor.. so tired.. tht darn waqiu keep presurize us.. haiz.. sad sad.. felt lyk scolding him off lor.. but cant, coz he d tl, den also my sir.. haiz.. i tink xi guan le, den jiu nvm.. den building of structure took damm long lor.. we seperate into 3 groups.. den strt building.. den also loon rong measure n do wrongly, so i tie liao, den he say retie, den again retie.. den 1 more time cai did correct.. so i hav been tieing for 3 times total on d same spot lor.. haiz.. so mostly stand under d hot n sunny sun.. so hot lor.. bo bian.. stomach also felt hungry.. den also d AL go eat d food in front of us.. makin us hungry.. sian.. wanna eat, den cannot.. haiz.. scout meeting lasts for so damm long.. from morning before 7 till 1.30pm.. haiz.. suppose 1pm end, den ended so late.. everytime lyk tis lor.. sian.. den also wen goin home, ask tose not npc ppl godo flag lowering ceremony.. den i was dere flag barrier again.. did my best, n guess correct bah? i felt.. den was dere standing, den theo was dere, shouting n giving morale support.. hahas thx thx.. apperciate^^ so d whole meeting ended lyk tht.. felt tht sumtimes reali dislyk d sec 1 scouts de gals lor.. espically tose 3.. n tht 1 wif ap de.. haiz.. bo bian.. since we in a same troop.. den jiu jus bear wif it bah.. hope next year sec 1 better k?? i hope.. otherwise next year become a sir, den sec 1 dun respect us, den jiu alot prob le.. haiz.. i dunno.. tis days scout become so low morale.. wif out tose friens. who went jamboree.. haiz.. sad.. wish dey come back join us soon bah.. i hope.. sian.. haiz