haiz veri depressed tis days... espically yesterday.. goin crazy soon... hao xiang find sum 1 to tok to.. but felt tht no 1.. every1 was busy wif exam.. haiz.. i miss tokin to all my precious.. haiz.. espically tose in other class de.. miss dem dearly... haiz.. my mother tounge paper 2 yesterday was d worse paper i completed... till d last min.. i was still chionging.. till my hand all shakin.. cant write much.. den keep writing wrong words... haiz... i m so afraid... time allocation since lyk not enough.. perhaps i stuck at other question i dunno de for so long tht y bah... yesterday went home reali sad.. hao tong ku worhx... went home... study study... till my head gonna burst liao... suppose other previous weeks de worksheet noe how to do, den yesterday c, den wah. was in a mess... den realise alot forget le.. haiz sian... wad shuld i do best nerhx?? i so confuse.. felt lyk giving up everyting wif no pain.... haiz but can i do tht?? i m so dead tired n beat off... i felt lyk givin a damm gd rest for everyday.. i miss playin everyting... haiz.. my life hao tong ku... i m so stress up... i hate exam.. sumtimes wish tht i culd grow up strt workin le.. haiz... mother nvr blame mi.. she say.. she jus ask mi try my best... hmmm d words made mi not so much depress.. i felt better.. todae paper ok bah can say.. d other guys all say hard.. i dunno leh... hmmm dey say till i also scared.. haiz... exam ah exam... 5 more days to countdown.. can i make it out of tis?? i felt fear... haiz.... hao tong ku worhx.. haiz... algebra sux... it seriously... sci i dunno... always culdn make it.. jus hope tht paper 2 maths wunt be tht hard bah.. jus wish so... haiz... i got a feeling tht i wuld retain sooner if tis carry on.. haiz.. i m so scared.. fear....