yesterday de national day was a bored celebration.. nvr went out for d whole day den was jus plyin com onli den watch olympics on tv den watch abit of national day parade on tv.. hmmm todae leh? wake up.. tinkin n tinkin.. well haiz complicated tinkin wether i had change my mind on her for a new? well try to ask sum1 who is closest to mi hmmm felt tht after reading d msg she sent mi, i felt better.. hmmm guess we shuld not rush on certain tings or else tings wunt work out.. THX PRECIOUS for d advice... hmmm guess shuld jus wait n analyse tings before doin.. tht shuld woork bah.. ply abit of maple todae well yesterday chiong to night lord lvl 120 le! yes den todae chiong to lvl 128! wah suang! den afternnoon, went out to compasspoint shop den cai go to tampiness mall for polish father car.. den had sum quarrel between mi n my father about tomorrow goin mj dere to cycle.. aiyo.. haiz wonder.. wonder y i do hav tis type of father de?? mother dun hav power onli father.. i hate it sumtimes tht i m his son.. sui ran i m much fortunate den d others but i prefer not so gd life n can enjoy tings which i cant enjoy de.. example dun let mi do tis do tht scared i xin ku... haiz scared so much about mi.. father lor.. haiz i not a gal, dun so worry leh.. aiyo.. everytime say i cannot independent.. haiz den jiu noting to say le.. father was lyk wad lor everytime.. wan us treat him lyk a king jus lyk wad my mum says too.. haiz.. its more lyk.. noting to say much.. cant blame y i was born into tis family.. perhaps is my fate... hmmm gettin a portable dvd plyer soon coz parents sign up sum tings den got.. yes! gd.. its mine.. hmmm waiting for my psp.. tht wad i wan best... hmmmm maple now cant work coz got server offline.. tink dey doin crap to the software tht y cant.. aiyo.. sian.. haiz run out of games.. hmmm it has been a lonng time talkin to candy precious le, but feels lyk she also... dun hav d feel to talk to mi le.. perhaps she felt tht i veri borin to talk bah.. den soon i dunno wad will it end up to.. haiz.. jus wish tht evryting culd be a gd 1.. i try to be a gd kor but jus tht i felt tht i m not tht gd.. y? perhpas sum1 culd giv mi advice on how m i turning to tis days... haiz i reali dunno wad i hav become in all my precious eyes le.. jus hope to be a gd kor is wad i try to.. haiz...