is not a veri nice day for mi tis days... jus had quarrel wif my parent over jamboree tings... so is lyk.. haiz cing deir face reali sux.. dey always able to find sumting to fght wif mi.. wt damm?? i jus hope i culd disappear rght away n sumtimes also tink y i belong to dem s a children? haiz feel lyk dey reali dun understand mi... den yesterday wanna seek help from seniors or sirs nobody can help mi.. haiz.. sad n emoing... todae went to ssch tought everyting was gd de.. den ug dunno y so retarded go dmg my tings n tear my bks wen we change place durin geo.. aiyo.. y he so lyk tht de?? dunno is it he retarded or do it purposely de.. errr angry!! i make sure he pay back or he get it.. n tht duck!! haha happi ending go scold bb sux.. now he got prob!! nice to c siah wen he panic.. i pretended helpin him to solve prob actually not de... realise now tht being a devil is harded den i tought coz i felt tht i also harded to continue tis ting.. but simply haiz seems lyk i hav 2 sides of mi.. a dark n light side... sumtimes i do felt reali evil but sumtimes.... haiz jus hav to follow wad i hav to do bah.... haiz tis days tinkin alot... found a piece of paper in ug wallet tht is beteewn him n sum1 de notes about sy n duck... i take it.. den found out tings.. haiz duck todae sms sy bah if i not wrong all along durin class he keep sms to sy.. god damm.. i felt veri jealous le.. veri... haiz also mus blame myself for not being so shuai den duck den sy jiu... haiz i dun wish to say tht,... jus felt lyk tellin her tht my love for her is still existed de... u make mi veri heartbroken.. u n duck de realtionship.. haiz y mus u hurt mi so much?? i felt pain... do u noe how much i can saccrifires for u mah? u wanna test mah? haiz jus dunno y is complicated n my heart is gettin painful n painful... i wish to jus quit off tis whole ting...><