Ite trip has came to an end..
n d feedback of ite college west was not reali tht gd s i expected**
it is certainly true tht poly is much better yea.
in terms of facilities,food..
well, i wulf choose poly s my 1st choice,
but sumhow if i culdn make it, i wuld last resort to tht..
which i cant make myself fall into tht category..
its completly wasting my years if i were to fall into dere><
last day of ite which was todae,
went home early den 3n2..
s it was deir frst day..
also recieve a geography award/letter from the school..
i was kind of surprise i recieved tht..
while amirah, n sum gals recieve malay award ns stuff..
nidda go up stage sumday.
i was wondering wad culd be the reason of gettin tis wen tis year i did not mamange to secure d *1st* position..
hmmm i dunno..
john lim was dere *chi chu* becoz he nvr get..
he keep tinkin of low class of mi, tht my result where got better den him..
so he was dere feelin abit of unhappy..
much tings happen tis days..
n tings make mi realise n tought of many tings..
friens ask mi, r u feelin happi?
i was rather diff to sya out my real feelings..
i was afraid to make dem worry again..
n again, i hav told myself try not to go tink of it le..
haiz..><
so much to tink off, which gave mi all jus dissapointment..
i m seriously upset by all of it..
i m askin mi y? becoz of d class tht i chose of tht resulted in tis?
haiz.. i m rather tryin to hide d real feeling i had..
maybe sumday, u culd grant tose ans to d probs n help mi clear away d probs?
haiz.. i wuldn rather tink of tis s i felt tht wad d point of sayin it out wen it gonna force other ppl to make certain decisions..
haiz.. maybe u noe wad i meant bah? do u...